Can we sleep day and night without even taking a single meal? Well, it is impossible to some people but with the situation and the circumstances, I can now say that it is possible. This happens when no one is around to mingle with and sleeping becomes the prime option. I normally wake up early at home even though my bedtime prolongs upto AM in the morning. Things aren't same in all the places. Different sets of people in different localities and so comes the unique mind sets, perception and demeanor. Staying inside the room whole day also makes one drowsy and lethargic. I experienced it on several occasions and left me in the state of utmost wearisomeness. It is at this juncture that you feel like, you are staying in a Cubby unknown to other guys. Of course, I ain't the only one who is going through such disgusting routines. Whatsoever, I shouldn't be concerned or overtaken by these things as I am here with some responsibilities which weighs more value.
Though I feel highly favoured to be here studying for my future, I can't stop cursing the place and the environment around. Profane words are bound to come out of my bad mouth quite often and God is the only one who will know the reason behind all this. Earth around me was awesome back at home and everything was treating me so generously. I feel sorry for myself and could see the same pinch on all my friend's face. The ultimate truth in me and all of my friends here is that, we all have apparently been living with some dissatisfaction with all things. An angry stare in all my buddies' unruffled faces depicts their tantrums though not thrown practically. At times, we reach the point where we can do anything out of frustration, but we try to domesticize ourselves thinking of the consequences which will be the only worst thing that will follow us. With the way people interact and treat us, we can commit our own way of unrighteous and mischievous human action. None of us will do for we weren't brought up in the such unethical environment and this is something I should consider as a plus point for the cunts(couldn't find any suitable word to describe them) like them.
I got everything upon reaching here. The newfangled name called "Lord of the Rings" for having a ring like infection caused by fungus all over my body. I have lots of friends who have the bitter experience of the infection prior to me and alias as "Return Of the Rings". They were given this befitting name because the infection isn't fully recovered whereby, there is a every chances of getting it over again if not medicated and taken care of. Having undergone the excruciating and irritating phase before me, they smile at me with some sense of sarcasm yet a concern too. A bite of mosquito can also turn into a big wound if left unattended. This is the place where anything shit is possible. It is all us as an individual to take care of oneself, which is the most crucial and a worthy task to be kept as our priority. Regardless of the undesirable, negative and worst environment around, we always come together and lit our own light to elate the spirits of our small Bhutanese family like the sun glaring down on us which bring a good deal of happiness to the worldly beings.
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